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Experience The Best Teacher
By peace | March 25, 2008
Last night, I was very tired, battles and battles I fight, never ending. This morning, I was motivated again, led by the ‘natural power’ of holiness of God.
8 September 1987, I must be still studying in the school, my Secondary School, the school with the motto, “To Love Is To Forgive”. There, I had memorable teachers who loved me, and I respected. That was the year I studied Bible Studies, the year I took GCE ‘O’ Level. I got the highest for Bible Studies, and Luke and Acts were what we studied.
I tell you, someone told me “XXX is a very Holy Person.” I go to church, I sing “Holy, Holy, Holy God…”, I went St Francis of Assisi kindergarten and the sisters always said,”Let us pray,…. God…” I don’t even know what is God. I don’t even know what is HOLY. Then one day, the sister brought us to the church, I know the sister, but I do not know their names. Two sisters in my mind, my memory, especially with the photograph I had taken, rewind my memory clock. How I hope I can remember their names, and not only be known as ‘sister’ now — this is because I never know the importance of names, and I never know that names are indeed HOLY, and can be Holy indeed.
My first song which I remember clearly, “Amazing Grace“, the sister wearing spectacle, really don’t know her name. She was very strict. But she is or she was I don’t know also, and I hope I can know her name now. She brought the class to the church, in the hall, in front of the cross, in the church benches we sat, and she taught us the song. I did not even know what is the meaning of the song, but it was a nice song. The same sister, taught us another song which I like, “Pass It On“.
Words like this, “Holy”, “Blessed“, “Sacred”, “Grace“, “Glory”, are all English words, which even if I check dictionary, they are only words which describe the meaning of the words, but I do not really know what it is. But I understand, step by step and it is indeed hard to describe and hard to believe, and difficult to explain, just like telling people what is pain and the kind of pain that we can have on our body can be of so many types — only teochew can differentiate the types of pain, but in English, pain is pain, stinging pain, what ‘sok’, what ‘hiam’, English doctor will never know what you talking about.
But I experienced it all. I understand what is Holy, what is Glory, what is Sacred, what is Blessed and what is Grace. And I see unbelievable things happened, and I see unbelievable things around me, but only to be met with people of disbelief and people whom might think I am being ‘abnormal’. But I tell you, this is the truth I experienced. And it is unbelievable, awesome and miraculous. HE knows all, and it is HAPPENING.
Look at this photo, I tell you, everything is happening naturally, I did not plan for all these things which is happening today, and even this photograph that I am going to show you, but it happens naturally and now I tell you, my eyes were closed, can you see : ))) LOL, But my eyes should be opened now. I was not blind okay, but that was how camera is like, sometimes it captured you at inappropriate time.
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